It was nice to sleep in this morning (yes, 9am is sleeping in for me) and it was even nicer to know that I didn't have to get up and go into work. Does anyone else get the feeling that they really hate their job sometimes and they just don't want to go there? That's what I get about my job lately...and the sad thing, I didn't used to feel that way about it. What changed? I'm not sure...maybe the baby changed it. I don't know. Sometimes I get the feeling that after the baby is here, I want to stay home with him...at the same time, I don't want to stay home with him because then we'll have no money...and then at the same time, I hate sitting at home all the time because I feel idle and lazy and I don't like to feel that way either. The latter might be different because the baby would be here and believe me, I'm sure he'll keep me plenty busy. Eh...I don't know...

BUT, I'm not going to get stuck on that depressing topic. I have too much to do today and that's fine. It just seems like a lot because I have to do some of it before my doctor's appointment and that's sometime in the early afternoon (I think it's 2:30, but I'm still going to call and make sure). I'm tired of dealing with the doctors (well, I like my doctor so he doesn't count) but the insurance deal with the doctors and all that. If you have the option not get an HMO, I would suggest it. Trying to find a doctor in the network is easy (because most people take my insurance), but with this HMO...if I don't have a referral from my primary care person, they'll charge me for not going to a referred doctor. I don't know if this applies to the baby or not, but I seriously don't want to find out! I am so lazy when it comes to this. It doesn't really matter at the moment as I'm on hold with the doctor's office (my PCP)...and I have been for about 5 minutes. I hope that they can answer my damn question!

After reading the entry about photos by crochetmama, I'm sort of excited to be able to get baby pictures done for my baby. Hell...here I am talking about pictures and I don't even have a name for him yet! I know one name that he's not going to have though and that's Brian. Brian's dad's name is Brian...then there's Brian (the jr) and then our baby being named Brian (the III)...that would be too many Brian's. Not to mention, I have a cousin named Brian...and then it just gets too confusing. Every time I see his mom, she's like "you have a name yet?" I think she just wants to know. We're not going to go with the name that I liked (aw man), but that's okay...we're somewhat playing around with Damien/Damon (which his mom hates...hehe...so Brian said even more reason to pick that name). I also like the names Alexander and Nicholas, but I think they're too common. I don't want something so common. It's bad enough to be one of many "whatevers" in a classroom, ya know. When I was in elementary school, we always had 2 or 3 Jennifer's in a class...I had doubles of Ryan's in a class...I'm sure there were a few Michael's (but I can only think of one Michael that I ever knew).

Ooof...update on the doctor thing. I have to go see the doctor today at 3pm, right after I go see the other doctor at 2:30. I guess the only thing going for me is that they're in the same building :) GOODY ME! I get to go to the OB on the 2nd floor...and then get poked and prodded on the first floor by the PCP...hehe...all for a referral for a pediatrician!

Anyway...I better get on the ball this morning. Much to do...no time to do it.

Have a nice day!!
Your day seem very busy but I hope you'll get a nice name for your baby.
» Nuttz on 2006-12-04 11:53:10

Your always buzy. However, I hate doctors. :D
» ryan444123 on 2006-12-04 05:53:06

Sorry, you do not have permission to comment.

If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.